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yoohoo [02 May 2007|09:43pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I have to say, it has been a long time since we've last met. A few updates are in order. Jenny is newly single and is rather content with herself so no pity is in order (cuz, you know, I've kept in such good touch with you people on lj...) Anyhow, I'm almost done with the spring semester, where I participated in the annual student dance show which got positive reviews :) Dance has come into my life without warning and is now taking over about 15% of my classes. This disease began with Ballet I, manifested itself into Modern dance I, and is now transitioning into Tap dancing next fall :) Well. Enough of that.

Piano is going well, it's been very stable lately. I'm working on Chopin's f minor etude (and I'll probably be saying that for a while), along with Liszt's Liebestraum, which I started at 16 and never got to finish. I'm still holding on to a number of clients, but that'll probably change in the summer. Jenny is ging to Perugia, (Italy!) in July to study abroad for a short semester (I don't even know what to expect) and hopefully taking a seminar in Women's Studies at Yale before this in June with Mayuri :)

Lovely factoids being exercised here. Um... I'm a newly licensed notary and treasurer of the Hillel (yay for official positions). And now I plan on wandering off to my piano. 

Later :)


wahooooooooo [26 Nov 2006|11:29pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Hey. It's me. this weekend was good but bad. Today was bad. Wednesday I did the paper...Thursday I did the paper and then had a recital where I messed up...Friday I had a piano lesson and dd the paper (I'll tell youall about this lovely paper soon) Saturday, we had people over for lunch (Jessica :) and then I fell asleep, woke up with the epiphany of going to the mall, went to Bath and Body Works and got peppermint oil, then I saw hand lotions/soaps on sale, so I got Laura coconut lotion and when I went to pay, the lady forgot to mark up my really expensive peppermint oil (tiny bottle for ike 20 bucks) so I got about 40 bucks of merchandise for like 10...that was a gift in itself ;)
You know, for an english major this journal really is kinda disgraceful...but that's where the beauty is ;) Anyhow, after I went to lotsa stores, but couldn't actually find wearable clothes. (have you seen what they think girls wear these days?!) so I finally went to Aeropostle and got 3 long sleeve tops, 2 sweaters and 3 lacy tanks, and decided that I was overly content with my purchas(es). I spent over 100, and they gav me a free teddy bear! He's so cuddly! 
 then Josh calle and said his family was at a restaurant a block away from my place so I stopped by to say hi (kinda awkward but it was funny) and thn I decided that I wanted to spend time with my beautiful laura so I called her and bam. Party that night. So Jenny drove over to queens where he partied (softcore) and hung out with the beautiful laura and the finace-ing couple ad then went home early at 12 30. Of course, I was on the phone with Josh till 3...but the majority of it was restful.
 Now today...was A NGIHTMARE. I woke up with the worst pain in my bck (i think i either have a knot or i threw my back out? wtvr that's called...) and I gave a lsson at 10 (they were mean!!!) gave a lesson at 11 (still mean!) came home, drove bro to sat studying, came home, picked him up, drove him to the laundomat, came home, did more paper, picked him up, drove him to far rockaway, came home, folded laundry and collapsed.
 Then I decided to try to make this day Josh calls and I had cheese (mmmmm) and elgaly blonde was (is still) on and then Jake called and all was peaceful. And hen I shwered with beautiful lotions.... :) off i go to avoid proofreading and sleepyy. nitey =)


where's jenny??? [12 Nov 2006|09:37pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I am not wallowing. I repeat: I. Do. Not Wallow. I'm simply typing away to make this pain fade. I just can't figure out why it's there. I was litlerally dragged to NJ this weekend where I got labeled. It was a moment where the old Jenny took over and wouldn't let me explain. 
I don't know why I ca't concentrate on anything tonight. It's like this perpetual wave of sorrowness just decided to choke back any sign of function tonight. I want to be released. I haven't felt like this since high school. (that's when you now a person gets old....) 

Jenny be 20 on Tuesday....oo I can finally have my name rhyme with my age! that's kinda cool. This is where the poetic dorkness shines through. 

Hm. How can we make Jenny happy again? this is so weird. t's been such a long time since this kind of sadness washed over me. It's the kind where tears are always onthe brim, with a grimace stapled to your face for hours. it's the kind where you don't want to let anyone know, but you tell them anyway bc they know something's not right. I do that a lot. 

Anyway. I'm gonna go live life.


hallow's eve! [31 Oct 2006|11:00pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

yeow. when did life become so hectic?! (and merry hallow's eve! :P)

jenny went to school from 10 50-4 30, drove home, went to work till 8, went to court to battle parking ticket ( I won my case! woohoo!) then come home to drive bro to laundry; am now breathing. remember the days when we'd complain of having nothing to do?! where did they go?!?!?!?!!

I miss you days! come back! back i say! I'm gonna be a cheerleader tomorrow! 

onto updates. life updates, that is. um...alex is engaged! :;shock shock shock:: but yay! :) jenny is thinking of finishing her business minor after all instead of dropping it bc it seems to be useful (today we learned how to answer questions in interviews:) and is loving her ballet class (yay again!)

I'm getting new clients left and right, which is good but its keeping me from spending time with anyone, and randi's goin back to israel in january :(

oo! i might study abroad in italy this summer! yayyayayay!

off i go to live life and watch sex and the city

catchya later :)


::sneeze:: [22 Aug 2006|04:06pm]
[ mood | sick ]


where did I last leave you? my nails are blood red. and long. hehe...

These past few days have been filled with -other-friend seeing. It remidns me of past Jenny. My new amendments really surprise me: it's either go all out for the friends or stop trying to please everyone. Where'd the medium go?

 Sat. night was long. Josh departed and Randi drove over to surprise the jenny with slurpees and pirates. Jenny woke up to a Josh calling and was then out on the floor trying to snooze. Jenny still awake at 3 to a Goshua ring ( :D). Sunday morning Randi put purple eyeliner on Jenny and we went to Roose with Dave and Gabby, where I got my white jacket back (hurray!) and a pretty top :) Then I decided to stay in Queens so we went to Coldstone on Union (yay oreo overload :) and Jenny realized that she didn't bring her car to Queens. So I opted to take the lirr home. We looked up train times and it said 6 49 so we left and I got there at 6 30. The next train to Cedarhurst was at 7 31....I spent quality time people watching and people calling. ZOnked out that night. Yesterday- drove to work (traffic....yuch...) and got home at around 7 30. Lounging around till 9, when I got a message from Jake. Ended up at Jake's house greeting the parentals and listening to guitar. Then Jenny played :) Then we went to Nava's pool and the second Jenny finally went into the lovelingly warm pool in her bikini with all the hot girls, Nava's mother comes out and goes, OFF MY PROPERTY LEAVE!!! Then she sees a jake who didn't go into the pool yet and decides that this gets Nava into even more trouble...eeep. So then we ran out to the st soaking wet (my car was 2 blocks away) and then Ooshi shows up. I was in a towel trying not to catch a cold...then MOrdi shows up. Then Mike comes along. I get my football back and throw on clothes over my wet bikini..We decide to meet at the park for some football tossing. I agreed to that bc then I'd get to inconspicuously go home and change into dry clothes....Then Ooshi calls me and tells me they're at Mike's house, so I follow him there. At half past 12, Jenny decided it was time to go...she was sneezing all over the place. Loe and behold, she woke up this morning with un immunized symptoms. I will battle this I say...::draws tylenol sword::


Jenny go load up on tea with honey



wheeeeeeee....kerplunk. [18 Aug 2006|01:57pm]
[ mood | but bouncy! ]

I refuse to label this summer as over !!! (growl.) This past week has been so...busy I think would describe it. and decorate it. and surround it. and make it stand out from all others. It's reminded me of before the summer, when life revolved around business and "have tos" and "if you don't do this you'll.." etc. Sat night we were in queens...and saw cool runnings in julie's apt. Sunday was beach/ ngiht at julie's again with aladdin and bbq, monday was spent in brooklyn, then a goshua showed up with blindfolding methods of stepping up to his feminine side.... :P followed by chocolate devotion and oreo splashes at the site of interning :D Tuesday was spent interning, followed by going into queens with a goshua for parking things and bookstore things ( jenny won the lottery! rejoice!) er, the parkiing lottery, that is.  Then we went back to Cedarhurst park on the blanket and watched Italian opera under the sunset (haha, you knoww it :) Wednesday was spent working, night at 7-11 and um, reparking Jenny's car.... Thursday- more work and more Josh with the gazebo...and today was dentist with 3 kids (skylar= epitome of adorableness....maybe jenny will have more than adopted pets? question elft unanswered till the next skylar comes along...;) And a goshua is sleeping over! yayyy :) ::dances:: off I go to hide form cleaning....bye bye

summer of 2006...i seize thee!


ballettt [06 Aug 2006|10:26pm]
[ mood | sick ]

do you see those slippers? they're gonna have use soon :) yay ballet :P

today was interessant. Josh et Jenny allez a la parc pour joue un jeux avec leur amies, mais apres cette ideaa, il ya quelquechose que ne travaille pas avec cette er, "plan." Notre amies ne veux pas joue le basket boules ou autre sport, et a cause de cette decision, nous besoin de part a la cafe apres cette aniversaire. (Jenny etais tres triste apres cette decision parce que sa amies ne veux pas etre heureuse et energetique)

alright, i'll do you all a favor. English. Aujourd'hui,...I kid ;)  I love the disguise that these words carry. I can say anything and I won't feel....naked. Yay pour les autre langues dans cette monde ;) Je me manque francais. Beaucoup. Ok, I promise I'm done :D

I felt a lot of mixed things today. My stomach was acting up (and I still can't figure out why) but Jenny ain't no party pooper. So I sack (sucked?) it up and proceeded with the "plans." But some didn't work. Not that I minded so much, we got our volleyball game :) And a Goshua was happy, that's probably what I cared most about ;)

Chopin is coming along really well. I'm so relieved that I'm back with practicing and my repertoire. I will not let that go. Everrr...::stabs 9-5::

Jenny have Brooklyn tomorrow....please don't let me go in on Wednesday (it's the jewish Valentine's day!! hehe) gota see Shimy b4 I quit.

I think it's ironic how I can't wait for school to start. But I'm afraid it'll be different this time around. First year was amazing. I didn't know life could get that good...I hope that doesn't fade.

Jenny spent Shabbat in Oceanside...with a Goshua :) and boyfoot with house-face. First signs of intense stomach pain... I was jolted awake and didn't know how to go about it. It hurt so so sososososososos much :( and it's still there...whyyy. What did I doo?

I hope my atorney hasn't forgotten my name..that would be bad..

I think my thought are officially rhapsodically rampant and in denial with incognito tones and fonts. Quite the facade we're playing here.

My nails are taffy red! I ran through sprinklers with my michal<3 and made more entires with my goshua<3 

adieu mon affiche...


i miss july :( [30 Jul 2006|12:18pm]
[ mood | weird ]

wow. where has july run off to? I guess this is what happens when you don't stop to think about what happenes- it just runs away and all fo a suden school's in a month and you have no more lax days. This month consisted of a lot of pool-ing, kayaking, movie-ing, tennis-ing, seeing old friends, and all the good things that July brings. It was a good month...everything I wanted came true. My internship is going really well, I did legal research at the Supreme Court last Friday before we headed up to yonkers for the Sabbath with Josh; that was an itneresting experience in itself. In one weekend I've managed to see every possible side of a few people, got locked out of my room, 3 guys got tickets for drinking/loitering...well, you see where it went. I had a good time for the most part; I was with people I trust and love. I kept thinking the entire shabbos how quickly we all got so close. Who knew in Sept that the quiet girl sitting next to me would be Erin, or that the lazy boy in the corner who looked so small would be really never know who you're going to end up with. It was in the back (middle?) of my mind throughout, reappearing when I was endeavoring to catch the sunset behind it's peeking torment. 
I started working for my mother in brooklyn last week, which I suppose was when I realized my growing animosity toward 9-5. It's such a waste of time. I detest the word boss. (I'm sorry Hugo, that excludes you in most cases.) I could sit here and complain about it. Or I could realize that it's ending soon and school's starting in a month. (yay!) If I were going back to HAFTR, I'd dread it with a passion. But it's queens. hurrayy.josh is 21! ::dances::


[07 Jul 2006|01:25pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

this thing is tiring....i <3 me luca ;)

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.


[28 Jun 2006|12:05pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

(stolen from the maddie ;)

1. What does your LiveJournal headline mean?
probably closest to a poetic attempt to be explorative.
2. Elaborate on your default photo:
piano. rose petals. ballet slippers.= pretty :)
3. What's your middle name start with?
Eve (in variation of course)

4. What is your current relationship status?
few weeks away form month numero trio ;)

5. What EXACTLY are you wearing right now?
wifebeater, klight blue terry cloth pants, teel blue push up curtesy of vikki ;)

6. What is your current problem?
the dentist!!

7. What do you love most?
sharon's raspberry sorbet, beach volleyball,spending time with the good ppl that are jenny's amigos

8. What makes you most happy?
see above ?

9. Are you musically inclined?
you'll have to ask the students

10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
world war 2...probably ww one also.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?
a racetrack horsie !

12. Ever have a near death experience?
i'm def way too lazy for this survey. car related accidents?

13. Name an obvious quality you have:
guilt. (o the anguish)

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
my hips don't liee

15. Who did you cut and paste this from?
maddie :)

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you:
aaron copland, claude monet (whiplash)

17. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
who remembers this one? i don't..

18. Have you ever been in a fight?
have i?

19. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
hgih school choir joy

20. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?
eyes then hands.

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
grande caramel frap :P

22. Do you have a crush on anybody from your friends list?
no but the rest of the female population might be able to answer this

23. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
i feel so left fair

24. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
angelina jolli! (shhh it makes me happy :)

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
little mermaid can swim

27. Are you comfortable with your height?
5'7ers are fun, wouldn't you agree?

28. Are any of your nails painted, if so.. what color are they painted?
dark purple on the hands, sheer pink with blue sequins on the toes ;)

29. Do you speak any other languages?
um..studied hebrew for 12 years, french for 4, greek for a college semester, and born in moscow :)

30. What's your favorite smell?
raw brownies. tantalizing candy apples.


summer days... [22 Jun 2006|07:58pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I think this is the time where we start realizing how easily we let things go. My clients are all awol and I don't really care. The studio job I was promised is not looking promising and I'm content with that. Point of this entry really is to keep track of the last few days, in all their bountiful events. Sat. night was spent in queens as usual with all the fun people of Queens that we miss too quickly, while Sunday revolved around a beach ambiance with mordi and his friend (it felt weird being there without the filo). tennis came around later on for a bit where Jenny met Scott (yay!) and possibly played the one game of tennis where my sucking streak did not reveal itself. Monday I think was spent with more tennis in oceanside park with randii and another guy, whiel the night consisted of game show watching with a filo. Tuesday.... beach adventure! tzvi, jake, jenny and josh wandered over to look for volleyball possibilities, when we met up with fellow uqeens collgers and ended up playing football where my filo scored the winning touchdown :) wednesday revolved around errands and interning...with aj! yay!! thursday (today) had a guy theme to it where rafi, josh, tzvi, new guy johnathan and jenny played roller hockey (sucking streak came back) and then tennis (i think i'm getting progressively worse).. now i'm just waiting for the piano teacher and hopefully the randi bbq will happen tonite...catcha later :)



[18 Jun 2006|09:12pm]
[ mood | sad ]

o my. a blank box. what to do with it...Jenny's so sore. I can't figure out what's wrong with me. I went to Dougie's with the dad and it was just...odd. misplaced. erroneous. not right. It felt wrong. I felt bad. and guilty. I don't even know where the guilt came from. At some point toward the end, I started tearing and then I knew I'd probably end up bursting into tears (which came right after I swung that door open and walked out of there). My mom saw it coming so she let me go before anyone saw. Thank the lord for empty parking lots.

I'm over it. things are odd. off I go toard the perpetual solace of rachmaninoff.


[13 Jun 2006|10:46am]
[ mood | blank ]

It is I. In le office de law. I think I'll be here until maybe noon, and then I'll try calling these ppl back again. I think yesterday qualifies as one of those gradiosely unfortunate days, where virtually everyone I've spoken to had a run-in with bad luck. Josh did badly with the pokering, Jenny got yelled at by landlord ppl. we targeted the wrong person being evicted in here, I missed Josh's call, I couldn't hang out with Jake last night and I missed Ooshie! Maybe I can call him today after this lovely dentist apointment...? OO, and Jenny got a parking ticket yesterday (apparently head-in is taken seriously in Lynbrook.. o, and we have to move out sometime before/during August... I get to play burly moveman again. Joy. I found a house in Oceanside, but now I can't figure out if I still want to stay in long island. There are no activities here... unless you count a Goshua and a Jake/ Ooshie... that and the plethora of shopping involved. I promised myself I'd start a novel this summer, we shall see how that works out. I'm really excited about my English major-ness. O, I still have not unearthed the events that took place on the 11th of June... (2006 ;) (yay rhapsodic lj entries) Waking up happened and then Jenny had to give a lesson (which now goes toward the pay Jenny's parking tickets off fund), then I had to drive the bro to far rockaway with his lovely friends (grr), then I finally got to beach it with a Goshua, where we built sandcastles and tunnels and then we went rollerblading and sushi mitzed it where we ordered the same thing again and Jenny saw a few of the old friends... then Josh was presented with words and a picture and Jenny was presented with a JoshandJenny thesaurus/encyclopedia/dictionary where I just added purple :) Maybe Jenny will go in half an hour instead... uh..::hasof::


gandolph! [05 Jun 2006|10:08pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

I wish I recorded what's been happening in the past few days sooner. I think this 'tale' began on Thursday unraveling discreetly as the entire world began to lose track of time...
The shavuot part of it was spent at Eytan's place with a Goshua, where Eytan's intellect was unearthed once again as he put a twist to it with (surprise) a bottle of whipped cream. There was a lot of Julie and Faska involved, enveloped in an ambiance that contained a purple tint to it. Then sat. night we got food at Shimon's where I saw Maggie and everyone was there for a second and then dissappeared...
Sunday Josh and I drove into Queens then hit the city where we met up with the gang in central Park at a crazy concert; then we went back to Queens for food and Julie's house.. and then doris and Dani came and Oreos joined in... and Julie helepd me pick out my interview outfit...speaking of which... I woke up at 10 34 and the thing was at 10 but I did look presentable with those killer heels and lacy top... I htink I got there at around 11 40 ? she didn't mind; Apparently it wasn't an interview, she hsowed me around and shwoed me my office ( didn't even know I had one) and then gave me a contract to look through and evidence( or rather, lack of) for a case that I have to finish looking through tomorrow. She made it sound simple but looking through that legal jargon was a bit intimidating... maybe I'm not cut out for law? But anyway, who is? middle aged five towns men with toupes and anorexic wives ? WHo knows... I'll try it. Then we shall speak. I think what made this week/end so memoriable was the presence of the Goshua and certain other people. I hope this summer works. ::crosses fingers::

toodles. haha o the hyenas....

p.s. only 3 grades posted...


grah? [25 May 2006|12:04am]
[ mood | sore ]

Today was... eventful, in an unexpected way. Jenny woke up at 7 to do power yoga. Then Greek final (no idea how I did...) then dropped off Lit. paper, then picked up short story grade(A!yay!!), then saw erin/fogel/aaron then drove home, then drove all by myself to oceanside where Josh and I went to get yeast for pizza making and Jenny got to ride in a shopping cart the whole time :) then we made dough and played football/'hockey'/softball to wait for dough to rise then we cooked it and then eating and mom-meeting and walking around block to distribute free pizza...who knew it could be so HARD?! it would've been impossible if we sold it...! oo and last night rollerblading happened with fort minor waltzing (well, sorta...)

and now Jenny can't wait for weekend bc she will finally be left alone via the parental unit.

oo and Jenny's hosting something! shh!! yay!!

1 more final left....we can do this....

p.s. :P


um...hi!!! ::scarily enthusiastic wave:: [21 May 2006|11:51pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]


ok, you cannot kill me! (you being a vitual writing space and me being your fill-er...glad we're clear on this :)
this would be the ultimate means of procrastination; you acting as the distracting device and me being the utilizer who does not know any better...o, when will she learn ?

i'd say today carried an interesting turn of events. the rain seemed to carry more weight today with determining our activities. when will summer usurp its reign perpetually ?! usurp i say!! (sorry, had to get out the rest of the mary titfer lingering in me...when will SHE go away? ::ponders::)

o, right. today. jenny woke up to a beautiful sun-day and then josh picked her up and we started driving into queens expecting a bbq picnic but then it started raining and we got lost but josh was there so it didnt really damper much, if anything at all :) and then we ended up driving back to the five towns where he was all daring and tried the ::drumroll:: whole wheat veggie cheese personal pizza. and thenn we visited nick the greek florist where jenny realized that she might have to study harder for her greek final than she thought she would...(thelo va milaw ellinikia poli kala meta mathano poli ;) yea i think i'm in the process of switching languages... den ksero pos va milaw poli stin ellinikia ala prepei va grapho topa giati mipos avtos kala gia mou ? pia kserei ??

after the florist, it got nice out so we roller bladed (backwards :) in supermarkets and parking lots ::dances::
and hen jenny got obmbarded with some news after she fell asleep and procrastinated further from her eliot essay,. btw, it is now 1 am...which means i'e been procrastinating here too...eeeep. off i go. giasou :)


dun dun dun [16 Apr 2006|11:52am]
[ mood | funky :O ]

Yes, it's been forever. classes are going well. my greek class is a lot of fun (and not as intimidating as i thought it would be) my crative writing class is beginning to irk me, american lit is well, american lit, acting is prepping me for law school (or so i think), and music is curl-up-in-a-ball-and-appreciative ;)

AND I'M GOING OUT WITH JOSH :D YAY!! :does the happy jenny dance::

so, spring break. I fly to Vegas tom night, i spent the last few days at my girl, randi's house cuz she just flew in from israel for a few days. it was interesting. i tried hard not to let myself see the "change" in anyone, but it shows.

i am now an english (pre-law yo) major/ business honors! (haha believe thattt) minor w00t

yea i gtg pack and eat and all hose passover things. till next time....

how unpredictable.


she's back..i think. [26 Jan 2006|09:28pm]
[ mood | weird ]

greetings old friend
i'm back in the states but i feel as if i don't belong her. israel was...a lot of things. it was seductive, inducing, nostalgic, crisp, playful, dexterous, somber, and kinda deceiving. i didn't see a few ppl that i promised myself i'd see. i've reflected on how some ppl just choose to bring out the worst in a situation and can't help but wonder why. it's so pointless. i'm mad at a few ppl in this country for taking so many things for granted and yet they find time to complain about more nad more thigns as they obtain success. i'm mad at myself for coming back to this state of mind when i should be out there discouraging bx like this. it's gonna be hard to fix this.

i start school tomorrow. somehow, i feel as if it is getting in the way of my education. i was so prosperous before college. i was into studying french and locking myself in my house practicing my music for hours and translating biblical passages for depth and now i feel sluggish and a bit deprived culturally. in a way, i'm excited for school tomorrow; i'll be in a place where education is valued and not wasted. but i'm pretty used to the way things are now; mellowed out and i've def acquired a newfound snese of responsibility in the past few weeks. i've got this new outlook that i'm not afraid to put out there and i feel as if there is nothing holding me back from being who i am. and i know who i am now.

a lot of crazy things happened in israel. i broke a physical barrier with this guy who i'm gonna kill later, i got to see my woman after all these months, dead sea in 40 degree weather was joyful, got raped by a camel, slept in a bedouin tent with cats that ate my chicken, and then some. now jenny go bye bye.


roarrrr [18 Dec 2005|12:45am]
[ mood | sleepy ]


and now jenny tired !

layla tov yo.

20 days till i get my wings back ;)


[08 Dec 2005|08:27pm]
[ mood | creative ]

I don't think I've ever felt so sluggish. I'm not particularly fond of it. am blasting subliminal. promised myself I'd update. things have been slowing down and I'm kind of thankful. school ends in 8 days. i fly to israel in 30 days. prob is, they're not gonna let me visit the dear friends. we'll have to figure something out... just had the ol' piano lesson. listening to sometimes a river...not sluggish.... mellow. ....yes, very very mellow....went with becky to the auditions last night; i would've auditioned but i'll be in israel during that time....otherwise i'd totally go for it; i seem to be living on the edge lately ....

......the intertwining wings of intrinsic interest continute to perplex the straying bystanders of routine's disclosions; and i stood underneath ur smile, surveying the damage splattered across the blank that is today. ....

a passage ornate with the elaborating ellipsis of how i feel today. and yesterday. and most definitely tomorrow.

won't time rescue me ?


(no, i am NOT stoned)


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